Self Actualization.

Today after a long time, my heart has spoken to me. A thought had hit me, I pondered over it, the brain is saying yes this is the reason and the gut says now everything will be right and the heart comes to and says now we can fix everything along this line.
Then I realize that for a very long time I have not been truthful to myself. I had been thinking I can do it, I have the skills, I am a great communicator, active and very responsible. I can easily hit the nail on the head.
But the truth was not the opposite, actually I had everything with me and I had been seeing more experienced people doing the same activity, I had not done my homework ! worst was I had not done my real home work and not told myself the truth.
I hide the fact that when a situation is thrown at me , my speech goes away, I find it very hard to communicate  even thou in my head I can see clearly what needs to be done.
I hide from the fact that I am an extreme person, I either am friendly or so aggressive, so there is no middle person where people around me find it uncomfortable to talk about the situation there and then.  
The whole point I want to make is regardless we are at work, in a team, at home or an institute, we need to meet ourselves, in the dark or in the light. Whether we are a mother/father or a CEO or a manager, we need to open the truth to our own selves and focus on our own fault that my be our own enemy.
There is always a point for us to improve and grow. Meet our real self!